Sunday, October 25, 2009

 

PW...URG!!!

ARHHH I got to get it out of my system!!!
Who can actually determine whether you are able to work well with others just because of a lousy grade?
So what if others got a B or an A?
They might be slackers for all you know.
Or they might just happened to be blessed with good presentation skills.
Of course, there are others who work hard for their grades.
But nevertheless, PW as a gauge to test our project skills?!!
Sure, it measures our group-working skills and potential, yet I must comment it too has its limitations.
PW should be implemented so as to limitedly gauge our potential, but it should not be put as part of our result slips!
There are too much loopholes and people can easily "smoke" their way through...
Hai...speaking of this...gotta prepare my script for tomorrow.


Saturday, October 17, 2009

 

School's out

School's out! Is it?
Let me see...the odds are no.

With the mounting amount of homework weighing tons in my bag and my almost-full notebook, I guess I really have to start getting myself ready for next year.
Yet, the obstacle (PW) right in front of me have not been overcomed.
Really wasted two years, with nothing but a heck-care attitude and sleeping at 9.30pm almost everyday.
Sure, sleeping early has its perks, but not with me.
Sleeping only increases my appetite for more fun and no work
The impacts of those actions have hit me severely, and I guess it's time for payback...

Getting rather emotional lately...dunno why I keep thinking of the past. Really feel like returning to my carefree childhood days.
I want my family to be whole. Been having nightmares almost everyday. Hai. When will this end?

Saturday, August 01, 2009

 

Volunteering at the OSIM triathlon

Went to volunteer at the OSIM triathlon yesterday. It was indeed a fulfilling experience, I must say, even though there were plenty of unpleasant experiences. Examples include: people kicking sand into my shoes, people pushing and rushing past me, scoldings etc etc. But at the end of the day, it was all worthwhile, when people started saying words of thanks to me. Felt really happy when they realised that we were actually suffering when we didn't allow them entry. The ones who scolded us before also started smiling at us. We even cheered for those near the end cos we felt really satisfied and happy (either that or our jobs were ending soon). There was free popcorn too!! and it was really delicious as it was warm, crispy, sweet...just imagine hot piping fresh popcorn from the popcorn machine!

Gosh, I really like volunteering for such events. Not only do you get $20 bucks for each, you also get free t-shirts and free lunch! Haha, I sound so cheapo!

East Coast Park early in the morning!

This picture was observed while in the MRT. lol. It was really hilarious as a piece of Bak Gwa was stuck to his face. Dunno who was the joker.

The Bak Gwa came from here! It was supposed to be one pasted at the top.

My OSIM volunteer tag! Looks a bit blurred though.



Wednesday, July 29, 2009

 

Trip to ISD

Went to ISD today. (Internal security department!) Made a really stupid mistake by telling almost everyone that it was internal security DETENTION.
The trip was really enriching and fun, I must admit. There was much information that we, as students wouldn't know unless we go there for a look. For example, did you know that espionage may be going on around us all the time? (Ok, maybe only for me.)There even was the presence of a sex cult. HAHAHA. That was like the most interesting panel I saw. Lol. Wanted to take photos,but we couldn't even bring handphones in at all due to the tight security.

If any of you have the chance to go to ISD, make sure you grab the chance! There are too much information too useful to be missed, esp. if you are still in secondary. (can use for ss).

Saturday, July 18, 2009

 

Going crazy

I am so going crazy...
I don't know what is going on with me nowadays.
Mixed emotions just keep flowing within me
I was feeling upset because of zettai kareshi like over a month ago
and just when I was getting over it,
the series on TV affected me again
When have I become so weak?
Why am I so easily affected nowadays?

Ever since that day,
the image just keeps flowing into my head whenever I see death or something related
I don't know
ahhhh
JUST GET OUTTA MY HEAD

I feel stressed every morning and I don't know why
Not that i detest the feeling of course

Suddenly my life is filled with I don't knows...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

 

Mixed feelings

Gotten back my results after 2 weeks of anticipation. Got to say its a far cry from what I had expected...But those are not the main ones. Today comes the major paper of all--GP. Fail this, fail all. Haha. If I fail this, I might as well go and work for the rest of the year, since being in school is just a waste of time already.

PW and CID are killing me. I enjoy the stress, but detest the waiting and feeling of helplessness each and every time we have something wrong with the results or have to account for something. If there was a drop of water to represent one of each instance, a flood would occur.

Emily and Shermian waited for me to end CID today! Got to admit, I was really surprised when I saw them still outside the library waiting for me. Haha, thanks a lot!

Really unsure of what to do for Eom now...have the sudden urge to use some crappy article but (insert teacher's name) would throw it back to me if it was unsatisfactory. She has high expectations of us and I'm not sure if I could match up to them.

Oh yes, the best event of the day happened to me today on the bus. I was stoning when I decided to check my sms. Then I saw 2 sms. It came as a shock as it was rare someone would sms me so many times early in the morning. (ok, I am unpopular, but so what?) Then I opened it and those really made my day. Haha. Good one, yuling. Didn't realised she could be that cute. If you want to know what happened, feel free to ask me in school anytime. Cos if i post here she might as well kill me in school. Lol.

It's a bit late, but I guess uploading the pictures taken at Mr Choy's farewell party now won't kill.





This one was editted using a polaroid program. You all can go download it at polaroid.net. The program's free by the way. :)

Contemplating whether I should upload the videos since they contain really unglam stuff and thus are subjected to viewers' discretion. Lol. Shall not cite examples in case someone tries to assassinate me.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

 

Mini-reunion

We had to wait outside the general office to take photos with Mr Choy today. Quite a short experience, I must say. Two snaps, and done.

The whole 4A reuniting was a pretty good feeling, where I was able to talk to them comfortably without feeling out-of-place in any sense. Got hold of many new rumors too. Haha...guess the spirit of gossiping is never dying.

Realised that Guo Feng and Hao Yu are still good friends. Surprising but nevertheless it's a good thing. :)

While in the midst of waiting to take the photos, a friend of mine commented that I lost my confidence. Quite true, considering that I no longer take the extra effort to do the best for my tutorials and other stuff. Not sure why, but that comment sure hit me hard. Guess my life will never be the same again unless I start expecting the best out of me.

But I still like the idea of the whole of 4A grouping together! Truly one bonded class. Looking forward to the gathering on sat!

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